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Original: 6/19/2009 8:34 PM
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Friday, June 19, 2009

Something's gotta give right now...

 I need a job.
I need to stop depending on my dad and others for a way of making money.
People are not dependable.
I need to be a big girl.
I need to be happy.
I need to stop pretending that someday he's gonna even WANT to make me happy.
People are not dependable.
I need to stop forcing him to want to make me happy.
I need to stop forcing this.
Why can't love just be enough?
Is this even love?
Can love exist when one person obviously can't stand anything about the other person?
Does love even exist?
Love is fake.
FUCK love.
Why can't he name one thing he likes about me?
Why can't he decide what we do on a date?
Why can't he take me out on a date without me forcing him?
Why can't I go through one fucking day without feeling like this?
Why won't this work?
Why won't I work?
Why can't I find work?
Why doesn't he love me?
Which mistake was it that made it all go away?




seriously...can't...deal...anymore.

 Posted 6/19/2009 8:34 PM - 4 Views - 2 eProps - 1 Comment

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Hello Ms. Avalon,
You made your site simple yet so elegant. I see that you need to find a job. That’s the kind of world that we live in now, a world where we need jobs just to survive and all the good ones are already taken or being outsourced. Fortunately, it isn’t going to stay this way much longer!
I want to help people to really get to know Jehovah God, especially in these troubled times. The Bible contains many important messages for us such as: 13 "Therefore this is what the Sovereign LORD says: In my wrath I will unleash a violent wind, and in my anger hailstones and torrents of rain will fall with destructive fury." (Ezekiel 13:13) (NIV)

Posted 8/13/2009 7:16 PM by APerfectEnding77 - reply


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