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I'm going crazy.
I have no job.
I start school in less than a week and I have honestly no idea if I'm going to be able to do this.
My boyfriend is amazing one minute and then emotionless and shitty the next.
I've been sitting in this house for days...the only escape I've gotten are the few trips to WaWa or Giant or something.
Tony never wants to do anything outside of the house unless I DRAG him to do it, or unless Jake or someone calls him and then I'm just a tag along. There is still no romance. No surprises. No love...
I have no friends. At some point in the near future I'm going to tell Brett to screw off. I'm sick of watching him sink deeper into his pill addiction and watching him and Dan use people to get pills. And I'm sick of his standard to treat people by...it's bull. And other than Brett...I don't really have anyone else that's MY friend. Ferrit and I will never be friends like that again...Danielle and Steph might as well not exist cuz I never see them and when I do it's just weird...and anyone else that I spend time with I don't see enough to really feel like I have friends that are there.
And I'm so sick of sitting in this fucking house thinking about this bullshit while my fucking boyfriend is sititng downstairs watching TV and ignoring me like every other fucking day.
I honestly can't take this shit anymore.
I want out...NOW.
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| | Posted 6/2/2009 3:46 PM - 7 Views - 0 eProps - 0 comments
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